death by paper cut

{December 19, 2007}   on the pill

its time once again to be moody. this time, it hit hard. i pictured losing people who mattered to me, not in a vulnerable insecure way, but through untimely death.

i pictured myself mourning at their funeral, chocking through the eulogy i delivered.

this was not a dream, this was a projection.

if pills have been produced and prescribe to elevate physical pain, why can’t pills also be prescribed to ease the shattering pain of the heart. one of these days, pms is going to kill me with broken heart syndrome.



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